Cool. I laid in bed today and was like…I’m not doing this all day
I went to the gym and listened to
punk and fucking destroyed the elliptical for 50 mins
but it didn’t feel like anything
nothing feels like anything.
And then I drove to the store
and ugly-cried in the car on the way
and then I did my shopping
and then ugly-cried on the way back.
And then I came home
and did house things
and walked around in my numb body
and now I’m in the hot tub where the cold air is
freezing my fingers
but I just don’t feel